my mind is slowly deteriorating. these logs are what's left of my sanity. i am losing my grip on reality. i can't get a grip but i can't let go, but there wasn't anything to hold on to though. that's a reference. see i still have some sanity in me. just it's slipping more and more every second. Phil will probably take over. he's my "other" mind. he's already succumbed to the insanity. he is the crazy part of me. help my mind. if it's not to late.