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EVENT HORIZON
an evanesce application

 

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all the histories,
threads of time,
possibilities
that never came to be.

 
TABLE OF CONTENTS

portfolio.
・about me
・application reasons
・character history
・activity levels

evanesce.
・identity
・personality & concepts.
・longevity.
・roleplay examples.
・dynamics & trivia.
・future plans.

closing.
・codewords
・afterword.
・credits.

 
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she is made of everything
and nothing
all at once.

 
neutron star.

about me.
✦ @r-ever-ie
✦ jun — she/they
✦   hi i'm jun! i'm a canadian japanese-indian teen with a love for the arts! i especially adore music—i play trumpet/mellophone, oboe, and cello—and i love listening to music too; my favourite artists at the moment are her's, mitski, the backseat lovers, current joys, and the strokes. i also love art and history as well ♡ i'm currently a high schooler and hope to study humanities in the future! i enjoy drawing and physical media, and i'm always watching a film or having my earbuds in with music on full volume.

application reasons.
✦ i'm applying for evanescekit!
✦  i adore her design (really anything created by the marvelous somerset in general) and her bird motifs made me especially drawn to her. the selling point for me was the potential plot, however; i love love love everything with astrophel and the story behind these three kits, and after reading the form, so many ideas starting spinning in my head! i adore the plot and interesting dynamics already proposed and set up for these kits, and i would love to have a character within that bubble

character history.
✦ present 
・whimsydove (windclan, ??)

✦ past
・orchidloom (??)
・starfishpaw (deleted for personal reasons)
・květoslava (deleted for personal reasons)
・beastlyrose (deleted due to old one character limit)
・bluebonnettwist (deleted due to old one character limit)

activity levels.
✦ i'm online throughout the day and i check scratch very frequently, even if i may not be actively writing or posting things—i would give myself a 9/10. i am a high schooler in a very time-consuming extracurricular however, so that takes a toll on my general activity throughout the weekdays. however, tfcrp is one of the activities i genuinely enjoy doing and i love spending whatever free time i have roleplaying or interacting with the community!

 
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she is life and death
and everything
that's ever been and
ever will be.

white dwarf.
 

࿐ ࿔*: EVANESCE
・demigirl, she/they
・biromantic asexual


personality & concepts.

・{+} loyal, observant, courteous, self-preserving, charming
・{=} constant, sentimental, cautious, patient
・{–} obsessive, neurotic, self-sacrificing, anxious, pessimistic

✦ evanesce shines with the light of a myriad of moons, always glowing, always taking. she is very dormant and mellow in a way that she is still fairly expressive and enthusiastic but it always feels like she is never really fully present in the moment. it's hard for evanesce to show feeling and struggles with making others understand that she cares—which is funny, because to her, sometimes all she feels like she does is care.
✦ evanesce drags herself through life like she has lived it a thousand times before, already exhausted of the road she is on without any hope for the future. she ignores the spontaneity around her, blind to the rest of the world save for her own life and needs. she moves like she has all the time in the world and is on her deathbed, a perpetual state of exhaustion seeming to encompass her.

・mbti — isfp. fi se ni te
・enneagram — 5w6
・temperament — melancholic


longevity.
✦ i am hoping to conclude my tfcrp journey soon, and if i win, my plans are for evanesce to be my penultimate character for stfc! i'm looking for a character to be more chill and flexible with so i can focus on plot with them and take my time instead of worrying about constantly grinding out rps. i'm hoping to keep her as long as possible—at the very least for a year or more.


roleplay examples.
✦ joint roleplays
・❝ TEXT ❞ — jrp w/ mako { @mavenmako }
 

dynamics & trivia

・personal beliefs —

・love —
✦ love to evanesce is acceptance.
 
・hate —
✦ hate is love and something evanesce distances herself from. to hate is to feel so strongly that you get attached and emotional, and she despises it. the second she starts feeling too much, she pushes it away, locks herself back into her neutral state of balance. she hates feeling hateful, hates how out of control it makes her feel. it is a harder emotion to push away than the trivial love.

 
❝ qutoee ❞

・home —
✦ riverclan to evanesce is more than a home—it's her whole life. home is a physical place, and that for her is riverclan, her life's sole background and place.

・family (general) —
✦ evanesce views family as a stage, a memory that has a purpose of being forgotten after its use is over. family encompasses kithood and youth, and evanesce will mainly see her family as just a stage in life that, like all stages, has a purpose to eventually end. her family is her first heartbreak, yet the one she does not regret. she will be all about making the most of the moment and the time that she has with them before she grows older with the sinking knowledge—or fear—that one day they are going to leave her behind.

・family (astrophel) —
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・family (halcyon & dayspring) —
✦ evanesce sees her brothers as sons of the light, always shining and providing the light that she selfishly reflects back.


❝ all ❞

・death and afterlife —

・morality —

 
❝ QUOTES ❞

・herself —
she views herself as the tragic victim, breaking her own heart a million times over to provide the best for others. evanesce thinks herself as completely moral, completely good, simply doing what is the best and hurting herself over and over to protect others. she sees the cat evanesce as pristine and pure, innocent and hopeful, like her life is a lesson that she needs to fail countless times to become invincible. she is smeared with dirt and blurry at the edges, imperfect and scarred, yet still pristine as porcelain in her eyes.

・name symbolism —
to evanesce is to fade slowly, to lose yourself over time, not all at once. she stands so still, so serenely inert, that she cannot help but do anything other than fade away.

・appearance symbolisms —


✦ voice claim —
✦ nicknames — eva, evie, van, eve, ann

✦ love language —

✦ playlist
・divenire. ludovico einaudi
・begged. oliva rodrigo
・boyish. japanese breakfast
・blue lips. her's
・the frost. mitski
・silver soul. beach house
・silver soul. beach house


✦ motifs
・a matter of time
・stags
・pale gardens
・storm clouds
・clock towers
・predestination
・broken bones


✦ human au

evangeline “ange” — bulgarian; daughter of clouds
・very niche, curated music taste. loves shoegaze and indie rock and follows a bunch of super unknown artists online; definitely brags about having a niche music taste and “discovering” various artist.
・adores fashion in a very chill way—she loves to thrift and shop but always ends up wearing the same five items of clothing because they're comfortable. she would wear a lot of silver jewellery and have a downtown or skater girl aesthetic with a lot of baggy jeans and tighter shirts. always has airpods in and a chunky bag.
・loves to play music—mainly french horn and bass guitar. adores recording music and composing fun little riffs and has definitely dreamed of playing in a proper orchestra one day but rarely practices so she knows that will never happen. she's kind of like a prodigy that has a ton of potential—lazy genius of sorts.
 

✦ miscellaneous
favourites
・colour ~ navy blue.
・weather ~ cloudburst.
・season ~ autumn.
・time of day ~ early morning.
・scent ~ jasmine and cedar.
・flower ~ hydrangea.

 
future plans.
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her essence is a
rip in reality or
a tear in time.

 
black hole

codeword.
✦ polaris is pretty cool
 
afterword.
✦ thank you to everyone who has stuck around long enough to read this whole forum of what is essentially me rambling about this little girl aljdk. i truly had so much fun writing evanesce and spinning her around in my head for the few weeks this litter was open—i'm so grateful to all my friends who have let me yap about my thoughts for her.
✦ special thanks to somerset who crafted such an immensely stunning design for evanesce that i just couldn't resist applying the second i saw her. and especially thank you to winnie; if the design wasn't already enough, astrophel and the plot you've constructed are so so so intriguing and while i was already considering an application, reading the plot was the minute i sealed the deal. thank you to everyone ever for bearing with me through all of this, i love you guys so much and good luck to everyone!
 
credits.
・music is divenire by ludovico einaudi.
・evanesce's design by @realdo-nothingday.
・litter hosted by @avianfae_.
・writing and ideas by @r-ever-ie.

if you look deeper,
if you look closely,
you can see all,
see beyond the event horizon.

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