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─── ✶ INTRODUCTION ✶

❝ I have been dead
for a long, long time.

my body has been left to rot,
over the things they sought.

there were things I once wanted,
all of them now obsolete.

I was once something amazing,
now I am only dead. ❞

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─── ✶ ABOUT ME ✶

Hi there! I'm @birdwithpiano- and I am between the ages of 10 and 15 and use she / her pronouns. I am an avid roleplayer with a slight obsession over the Legend of Zelda. What can I say? It's a great game. I am a Virgo ( proud to be one ) and I play tennis for my middle school team. When I'm not on Scratch I'm probably playing Tears of the Kingdom, reading, or doing my Russian Math homework because I forgot to do it until the last minute… Anyway- besides that I am in many fandoms. My most prominent of the bunch are The Amazing Digital Circus, the Hunger Games and the Legend of Zelda ( mainly the wild series games though ) which I am all in love with. If I had to choose a favorite it would definitely be the Naturals by Jennifer Lynn Barnes ( go read it now ) and that's all I have to say about me!

I have been in Generations for… about five months. I recently discovered the magic of grinding and ImmortelleSpark and CobwebPaw are perfect examples of my grinding. ( ImmortelleSpark || 110 / 30 || 0 || 16 ; CobwebPaw || 45 / 15 || 0 || 8 ) They are definitely my favorite Generations OCs and I'm really sad that they're dead, but with every loss comes a new opportunity to grow and develop your writings skills. Besides Generations, I also occasionally roleplay on Warrior Cats : Ultimate Edition on Roblox. I will not be disclosing my user but know that my main on there is a black and white cat named TormentedFallow. I consider myself a 7 / 10 on the activity scale!

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─── ✶ WHICH ONE ✶

I am applying for ElegyKit! I fell in love with her design from the first moment I saw her and I would be so happy if I won! A million ideas are bubbling up from my head and I can't wait to tell you some of them. The browns and lilacs pair perfectly and I am obsessed with the color combination ( if you can't already tell ) and the idea of walking corpse syndrome on a cat is amazing! Besides that I think that StatusGhost would be fun to roleplay with again but instead of as an enemy, as a parental figure!

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─── ✶ PERSONALITY ✶

SIMPLE

( + ) charismatic
( + ) robust
( + ) polite / well mannered

( = ) dramatic
( = ) short tempered
( = ) deceitful

( - ) attention seeking
( - ) pessimistic
( - ) spontaneous

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─── ✶ PLOT BANK ✶

As a kit, I imagine that ElegyKit will try and seek out StratusGhost, complaining about her uncomfortableness and how there seems to be “a trail of something pink and mushy” that follows her around. This will be her “guts” and she will believe that they are spilled out from an early age ( 2 moons ) and despite her protests, StratusGhost will not believe her because it is not real.

StratusGhost's detached nature will at first seem mean and cold to Elegy, but she will later learn that it's how he is to everyone, and that will make her desperate to win his love and admiration. She will definitely make sure that he notices her ( however it will often backfire, leaving her even more desperate than the first time ) whether it is good or not. No matter what, she will claw for his attention despite any strenuous activity. In fact, his approval will make her do more strenuous activities than she should, leading her to collapse from exhaustion later on into her life.

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─── ✶ RESEARCH ✶

COTARD'S DELUSION
walking corpse syndrome

Cotard's Syndrome ( which I will be referring to as walking corpse syndrome throughout the application ) is when someone believes that parts of their body are missing or that they are dead, dying, or aren't even real. This is a form of depersonalization, which is when the afflicted patient experiences similar cases to Cotard's Syndrome. In addition to this, the cases can sometimes include a lack of being and association with real life and their personal body. Rarer cases even point to the afflicted person as seeing them-self to be immortal and unable to die, making them do dangerous things without fear or hesitation. Some symptoms of walking corpse syndrome are lack of social interaction, which can lead to some to stop speaking altogether.

Another symptom could include someone refusing to eat, because “dead people don't need to eat.” Though there are no known causes of walking corpse syndrome, it is associated with Parkinson's, Alzheimer’s, dementia, and multiple sclerosis. In fact, walking corpse syndrome mainly affects older folks ( 50+ years old ) but can in some cases be linked to teenagers. The most available treatment for Cotard's Syndrome is psychotherapy.

This will affect ElegyKit later on into her life. She will begin to feel a bit off towards late apprenticeship ( 10 - 12 moons ) and will later ( 16 - 20 moons ) believe she is immortal and will refuse to eat, thinking that she doesn't need food. Despite this, she will still participate in strenuous activity, leaving her feeling extra tired, and possibly collapse due to exhaustion in some cases. Elle will believe that her guts are visible, and will try and cover herself up whenever possible, wrapping kelp around her stomach to “keep the guts from spilling out of her body.”

WebMD
Temple University
Research Gate

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─── ✶ CODEWORD ✶

The dawn pierced the sky, a symphony of reds, yellows, and pinks. The colors danced across the sky, blending into a melody of birdsong. In the near distance, a troupe of clouds marched ahead, their teardrops kissing the ocean as a soft rain fell across the plateau of water that laid beyond UrchinClan territory.

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─── ✶ DIRECTORY ✶

back to the application : i have been dead
back to the litter : payday