Hey broski. I don't know if you'll ever see this. But I'm really sorry and it's all my fault. I love you platonically so much. You're so strong and I'm so proud of you. I'm so sorry life is like this.

If you're reading this, I'm begging you, please don't let this be goodbye. 5 more years. Get out of there and get help. Or hang in there and wait. We have plans. Vesta and I haven't forgotten you.