They sobbed, taking off their glasses to wipe the tears away. Electricity crackled around the cop's collar. They fell to their knees, shaking. "I'm sorry--I'm n-not under him anymore. P-lease. Stop.."

@Monstrous_Legos
Basically he blames himself for everything and really, really hates himself for hurting those he loved and those who didn't deserve it against his will. Don't mention LB around him...