You don’t have the right to say that and the act all fine. I was worried. I want you to feel guilt, i want you to as long as im in this state. I’m not thinking or acting myself…. I know that already.

And i doubt I’ll feel this way later on. But I still cried every night thinking about you and how i could’ve done something but didn’t.
It is my fault for assuming. But also yours for being vague.