why couldnt i be a woman

they said they missed me.
but dont even talk to me anymore.

why am i so lonely with so many friends...

i cant make up my mind...

i tried so hard. i tried for so long.
and nothing worked.

i just want friends...
i just want to be known...

but do i matter at this point...?
do i?

it doesnt matter...
im...im sorry...