I've never had more than 6 messages at a time in my life. I know this girl who gets about 49 a day. I'm getting so sad and I need help. Will you chat with me, or help me get more messages or followers

or something? Please. I need your help. I don't want to be lonely. I don't want to be sad. I don't want to be jealous. I don't want to be judged. I don't want to be ingnored. Help me achieve that.