So recently I figured out what I am. I've been through so much, and when I was finally confident enough to tell my parents they started lecturing me about how I have no right to feel this way. Then they wonder why I never tell them things. They make fun of me, of the way I dress, the music I listen to, my friends, my slang. They pay no mind to the talents I DO have and focus on the talents I USED to have. I feel useless. I feel guilty. I feel used. I feel mad. I feel empty. I AM NOT USED TO THESE FEELINGS. I want them to go away so bad. I scare myself with my alter ego sometimes. She scares me so bad.
This studio is for those who can at least somewhat relate to this. For those who think they can "fix" us. For those that want to stand by us and help.