ha ha, and now I just discovered one of my good friends on Scratch is gone.
3 down, I don't know how many more to go.
Y'all have been asking if I'm alright or not. Well, here's the explanation:
My two best Scratch friends are gone, first of all. They disappeared. One just forgot about me and the other quit.
I overall feel very happy and lie myself, but a few things are bothering me a little bit.
My friends are currently going through a HUGE boy issue. They're only 10 and 11 and are so-called "dating". My friends are being dramatic and completely ridiculous, and at this point, I don't want to have anything to do with them. But I have been BFFs with them for a LONG time - years, I mean. I'm afraid of telling one of them (let's call this girl Ria) how I feel about her. I've NEVER told Ria how I actually feel if I'm upset with her. But if I even tried, I know she'd be mad and wouldn't understand.
The problem is, I don't really have too many friends. I've been friends with Ria so long that it would probably shatter my heart to break up as friends.
Then, later, I'm doing my graduation, and going into 6th grade, which means I have to say bye to a majority of my friends.
Luckily, I know I have at least two mature, good friends that I know I can come to for a shoulder to lean on, and they can come to me.
While this is happening, I'm nearly getting bullied OUT of a club because of my athletic skills.
My weight is fine. I'm not over or under, I'm average. But I'm not the fastest. I get made fun of and basically bullied when I'm in afterschool sports clubs by the boys. So, yeah, I'm scared to go to the club now.
This is why my stuff has been kind of vent-y lately, sorry for that...
But, looking on the bright side - I'm going to middle school and will have a fresh start. :)
Thanks for reading,