Ok... guys... this is not a prank.
I might have depression.
At school, everyone hates me. I can see it by the way they look at me, the way they snicker at me all the time. In class, when we are asked to partner or have free seating, I end up alone every time. Sometimes, someone sits by me or offers to partner, either out of kindness or because they had no choice.
Everyone, everyone does. Close to no one treats me with respect. Threatening me, laughing at me, gossiping, saying racist things. The others are my friends who I’m not sure even are my friends anymore. I get teased and made fun of for ‘being a furry.’ A lot of people probably think I’m annoying, pathetic, or egocentric. And I am egocentric. I assume everything is about me because I’m so insecure, I think that every time someone whispers to their friend and looks at me, they are spreading dark rumors about me and God-knows-what.
Home isn’t any better. I don’t get support. My parents say that depression is unacceptable, that it’s just overreacting and being a ‘drama queen’ so I say I would never be depressed. I might be wrong...
I’ve seen many studios like this that got taken down. But don’t worry Scratch Team, I’m not suicidal. Just trying to vent my feelings on one of the only places I truly feel secure and not hated. What a shame that the only places I don’t feel insecure on are online, in a virtual world...
Um... any advice to help me...?