I have two younger siblings that always beg me to play with them. Just sometimes, I don't feel like playing with them. So I push them away. I realized how mean I am to them. I also remembered that when I was little, I always wanted an older sibling. My younger siblings have an older sister, but she's never there for them. She's always in a fantasy world. I'm trying to be better so I won't be as active anymore.
My siblings come first, and I'm losing them. And I'm afraid that that there will be no way to get the time that I have now back after I go into high school.
I will be on less during the school week, but never on Saturdays. I might still be on Sunday afternoons.