dont invite him pls
Guys i think @_-GachaNeko-_ hates me.
A few reasons i could think that is i've made him loose friends, i've ruined things i can't fix, there are people who like him but i'm the reason they can't.
I've already had a few breakdowns in my room and in the snow. i should have just stayed in te dark because even if you don't gain anything you also won't get hurt or loose anything. I'll remind myself that it's just karma. I have no idea what the reason of life is. But i know it's not a person. Even the people you trust most can betray and hate you. Also red, i'm sorry i draged you into this...i'm sorry i dragged anyone into this. There's nothing i can say that could explain my feelings. I'm good at giving helpful tips about how to get through depression and sadness but none of it works for me. I'm a dissapointment to everyone around me. Guys i'm not leavin for good but i don't really know how much i'll be on… my one best friend died, it was my buddy, spot. She was a ginger tabby with one giant rust coulered spot on her back. We think there was some kind of disese but none of us know. I've been studying desises that cats could get but i havent found anything that she could have gotten. She was the only one in this whole world that understood me. Luckly we could bury her at home. I buried her on the hill near our pasture. My one eternal question is: does this world hate me? I've been torn away from everyone i've loved, everyone i've ever trusted. I can't handle all this pain alone. But i don't have anyone to talk to now. All of my friends aren't there for me anymore nobody’s here for me anymore. Everyone i'm sorry. Also tell @_-GachaNeko-_ that i'm sorry for everything i've ever done that hurt him. I'm also sorry if this all sounds weird.