Ok so today has been intense. I-i can’t process the pain I’m feeling right now, I’m taking a break. Like I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I can’t think or even write straight. Which is not good becuase well yea. Today my I found out that my best friend has been lying to me for 6 months. 6 months, then my friend is having issues with her mental health and just a lot. Like the lying wasn’t just little things they were huge things but I’d rather not get into detail. I’ll be gone for a year at the most becuase yea. I can’t process all of this I’ve been crying all day.
Well actually my best friend and this girl who’s taken everything from me have been dating for 6 months. After him always telling me he ugh I can’t comprehend. But it’s happened before. It’s better to tell me the truth then lie.