Today I broke up with my boi, because he was my suicidal soulmate. Whenever I’m around him, I get this rush of emotions that I can’t handle and it makes me want to commit. What should I do? All my friends hate me, and say I should’ve kept him, and I be like......should I be with someone who makes me want me to commit even though I love him with all my ❤️. And now they won’t talk to me , and I really loved the lil dude, I miss him SO much.....advice?