"Smile until it hurts no more.
Smile to hide the pain.
Smile so everyone believes the lie you tell them when they ask if your okay. Act happy, never show them your weaknesses, never tell them what's wrong with you, you'd just be giving them the power to hurt you. It's okay to hurt but never forget that there is a time to tell the truth, but be ready just in case they hurt you"
someone told me this once, so I did as they said, but I think it's time for the truth...when I say I'm okay, I'm not, I have depression, I fight it everyday, everyday is a struggle.
so when I say I'm okay, I mean I wanna die, or at lest stop living, and disappear forever