I would appreciate it if you took the time to read this whole thing.
I have been planning how I will leave scratch for a while now. First I went on a break and then deleted my main account. Now I'm leaving this one after the school year ends. It isn't because of the studio messages this time, it's because my real life pursuits are going to require all my time. I just got invited by incredible luck to two orchestra ensembles and I'm not encouraged to pass on them after I've worked so hard. I was actually made principal cellist in one! I hope you will be understanding and realize that you, too, have dreams bigger than the Internet. Every one of you. To be completely honest, next summer is much sooner than I wanted to leave. It hurts a lot to be doing it, and I'm still praying for guidance. I was originally thinking after my 16th birthday. But I feel like I'm coming of age in my musical career, so oh well. And besides that I am hoping to get into a good high school, and I'm also going to Poland in the summer(my first time in another country!) I will try to check every day for the rest of the school year. I love you all and hope you go on to do great things yourselves, not letting things like the Internet eat up your time. XD But this was a great starting place for support. You were my first friends ever, before I had flesh-and-blood friends. Some of you may feel like you live under rocks as well, but remember that I'm still crawling out from under mine. And it's taking bravery and dedication. And 72 hours of cello practice per day. *rubs eyes sleepily*
Note added on 9/25/18 - My mom is also really sick and we're doing a crazy home renovation project. I want to spend more time with her and help her relax, so I hope you can be understanding about that and say prayers for her? Thank you so much.