awww look at my little tyler joseph right there he's so cute and perfect and everything. marry me. Awwhdudbdjendbek I spent all my monEy on you plEaaaese
do you ever just listen to a song or something and just start shaking and crying and trembling and just baWling your eyes out? yea h. ((To Anathema and Glowing Eyes if anyone wants to know-))
idk if this studio is supposed to be serious or just stupid crap
my brain is throwing up onto this studio.
i guess it's both
i feel like a puddle of tears and sadness
and then i feel like a fiery flaming ball of destruction and death
and i feel weird. both good and bad.
the closer it gets to night time the more y uck I feel
so if i act like a whiny bRat
scratch removed my barney poem
it was so poetic and pretty.
IT'S NOT TOO VIOLENT, ST. BUT F I N E.
Do you have those sudden moments when reality just hits you and you feel like you can't breathe and everything's just crashing down. And now you'll never accomplish anything and achieve your life dreams. And you can't just accept that. You want to leave but at the same time you can't, because it'll look like you're a failure and you never got to thank people who kept you going. But you just snapped. And you'll forget everything soon enough. Which is bittersweet, You'll forget everything your love for certain things, certain people and good memories but at the same time you'll forget the horrible moments and you're torn between the decisions until you just can't take it. You want anything to free yourself from your own head. But what can you really do? Just scream and cry into your pillow and hope to forget. It's an endless cycle. I feel like I'm trapped.