(It must be nice, having friends)
I have one really good friend irl now and I think I'm 2nd MAYBE 1! I'm really happy and excited! It's:
It must be nice, having friends in real life. I wonder what it's like. I have a couple friends in real life but it's not like other people. I'm the 7th wheel or lower with them all. I'm always the last one to get noticed and sometimes they forget I exist... Dose that mean I'm forgettable? Probably.... I don't know why I'm bugging you with this... Sorry, you probably don't care... And I'm guessing you think I'm really pathetic and annoying right not, huh? Well... You can stop reading if you think that. All I want is to know if one person cares at all...
Have you ever had someone who acts like your friend but then they bully you behind your back? For me it almost hurts more when they do it behind my back rather than to my face... Knowing they think I'm so empty-headed, that they think I won't know. I probably sound like a baby right now, but there it is. I get called names in school more often than not it's behind my back. But what bothers me most is that even though I act like I don't, I get really bothered by it. I don't like that it matters to me. Especially when the people doing it are the people I don't like in the first place. Maybe this will stop by next school year, but I don't think so... I'm always hoping those people won't be in my class again, but it will probably happen, that's just how my luck is. I'll probably get all of them in my class when school starts. Wouldn't that me hilarious. If it doesn't happen, I'll be happy all year. So... I guess I'm done for now... To those of you who read all of this, thank you.