This is basically a vent..
For one I get encouraged when I'm discouraged. Usually Roleplays are keeping my hopes up, especially here resonantly. My parents have been arguing more and mom has talked about moving away taking only my little sister, basically divorce and my sister is encouraging it!
I feel as if my mom only uses me for good grades. I can't even do something I want to do for fun, I want to learn how to sing, my dad was quite happy, mom said this to me "If you do it can't be for fun". Oh wow, that just made me feel great about my life.
Another thing, I injured my shoulder form pushing myself to hard to make her happy and proud of me. Oh sure, I was going to be in the Olympics in Japan in Japan! I don't want to ever leave my room, and she wants me over in Japan! Ugh! I sometimes wish I was born into a different family.
Something else that my life wants me to have, people being jealous of my "Perfect Life" Yeah come and live my life, I'll take yours!
The Worst, yep called this one before, more over I have The Worst life!
*Sigh* I've got a "Perfect Life" with an injured shoulder, parents who are at the break of divorce, sister that hates me (For trying to avoid the things I've been through), mom that wants me to be perfect, people who hate me.
But I did get a few good things out of this life. I've got a best friend (Who is @Moonarrow ) KG is always there for me, and I'm always there for her. Grandparents (Who I never see because my mom hates them) who is ready to adopted me at anytime, and move to California. Two great pets, Boots (Cat lives with my grandparents who I never see) and Dustena (Dog, who has been with me since I was 3) I love her to death!
Anyways this is why I'm on so much is to get away from the drama of my life.
Thank you all for being there for me and giving me some love!