Read the whole thing (this is about real life, not you guys.): So you guys have been asking me why I've been sad or whatever. Emotionless if you will. I feel useless. Unwanted. Hated. I feel like people talk to me when they're in the need of me or advice. Once they've gotten what they want, they leave. I'm an insecure mess. People say "well I've gone through worse" or "Everything will be fine.." but that can't help the way I feel. If they've gone through worse, that doesn't mean that what I'm going through is irrelevant. I don't even know who to go to for help anymore. People think I want attention, but I'm sensitive. Little things get me mad or sad. I can't fake a smile or happiness any longer. Sometimes I feel sad for no reason. I can't make friends easily, and once I do, they instantly reject me or take advantage of me. I wish I could be a different person. Not just on the outside, but the inside also. I don't even feel like a friend to some people, I feel more like an option. It's not just friends who make me annoyed... it's other things that I won't be mentioning. I'm not asking for help, or encouragement, because that won't do anything. I'm asking for you to read this and really know why I've been emotionless lately.