*deep inhail* ok.
(Im seriously regretting putting this out here because i feel like im doing the wrong thing both ways...)
I feel like i just need to leave. Im not really getting any views on my projects (I dont want fame dont worry this isn't about how people dont look at and love my projects) People dont talk to me anymore, Most of my friends deleted their accounts, a lot of my role models left, Im not active.
I have 200+ followers and almost none of them talk to me. I dont think people will care about this for more than a day. I doubt people will make "SAVE (insert famous scratches name here)" projects. People will think i want this for pity because i already made a leaving project. I DON'T.
My art style is going in a downward spiral. My life is falling apart. A boy i am really close to pushed me away. And nobody cared.
People are becoming curators and not helping it at all. Just proves my point, nobody cares.
I remember the days that i would go home and scratch to cheer me up, but now it just makes me feel worse.
I feel like I let people down.