my reaction to me taking an online test and actually getting a psychopathic score
I don't like school. I wish I was homeschooled. Yes, homeschooling prevents children from learning social skills. Does that matter at all? I already have terrible social skills in public school. I have no close friends too, that go to my school. You know what? I don't care about friends anymore. I only have one or two friends and that's only because they are too nice and friendly. Some people at school are so annoying, I actually want to hit them in the face. I have already hit one person who was a pathetic, annoying child who has so many friends. All of the other people in the different grades are just as bad. One child even called me "retarded" I'm not a retard! I'm smarter than that person. All of the children who have called me stupid in my life I am smarter than. Wonder why? Because I am actually creative at thinking, and can teach myself anything that I want! These children need help from others. I can learn
independently, even when I was a little child. And these kids who annoy me and insult me- they are stupid, or just ordinary children. I am not ordinary- even though I wish I wasn't. Sometimes I don't like hitting people in the chest, but my subconscious tells me to show them that i'm stronger. My parents tell me it's wrong, society tells me that my mind is not normal, and makes me wish that it was. But I am not. I might not even be a HUMAN for all I know! I don't want my life to be miserable. Nobody likes the things that I like, nobody can empathize with me, because nobody can empathize with a person that lacks social skills, and I can't get anywhere in life because of that.