A Vent. ^^
Yes I know the icon has nothing to do with this, I just want something in this studio to be like.. happy?
(Btw i'm sorry for inviting you all to this.. I just don't know who to vent to anymore)
So uhm.. On disc I've been talking with some of friends and I feel like a few of them are becoming more toxic.. One of them keeps talking about my relationship with someone and it hurts so much. I keep losing friends because of the way I act- I just wanna change, but I don't know how. I used to be so different, and now i'm just a failure. Even my mom and uncle seems to hate me.. I don't understand what i'm doing wrong- Everything has changed so much. Every one of my friends used to be so nice.. But I feel like after I changed, everyone changed. I just wish I could rewind back time to the day I joined the Ps.. and never join. It was fun at first.. but now knowing that i'm apart of it just makes me wanna cry. I just wanna leave, but I also don't.. so many great memories, but also memories that could break someones heart. I keep seeing people talking about me in negative ways, and sending me death threats. Oh god i'm starting to cry writing this- imma just stop here..