i- i don't even know where to start..

thank you for all the love and support i've gotten for the past few weeks, it always makes my day..

but i need a break.. from everything.

my math grades are dropping down slightly, but it's a big thing for me - i've always grown up as a gifted student.

my math teacher is the worst, my parents are mad at me + it feels like anything i do lately seems reckless.

my two other friends expect me to spend all my time calling them and texting them and often it's so tempting i don't get any of my homework done until 8 because of them.

i've been so reckless with everything that my parents have set up so many temporary rules that my house feels like a jail - but i know the rules wouldn't be there if i wasn't so reckless..

my mom took my phone away for who knows how long and it's the only way i can do digital art/animating.. and communicate with most of my friends

my dad isn't even speaking to me and my mom threatened to delete all my socials if my grades don't rise..

normally i would of been fine after an hour but it's happened so many times that - heck, i can't get through one online class without crying or wishing i was someone else..

i honestly don't know what to do and i just need a break from everything

i'll only be responding to close friends.. goodbye