I feel like my best friend hates me because I didn't want to play with him and I had to go and tell him and he seemed annoyed... and now I'm really embarrassed. I'm so embarrassed I can't even talk to him. and just today I emailed him I couldn't come to this job that we and some other friends do together because of forest fire smoke(it isn't actually that bad where I live but there's a little) because I was too embarrassed to tell him that I was embarrassed cuz then I thought he would hate me. So he did our job without me, and later he sent me an email that said "There's basically no smoke now" and then a ton of mad faces. and I feel bad bcz he knew I lied. pls help me idk what to do.