So, it's me. Again. Hello. I genuinely don't know what to do at this point. Lately I've been kind of wanting to leave, and yet here I still am. I've been here for 5.5 years and I'm tired of this community and I love it and never want to leave it at the same time. The site has many issues that become more glaringly obvious as time goes on, but it also is amazing at the same time and I pretty much grew up here. I feel like I should move on but- idk. Help.