I- I just had a mental breakdown.
I look, sound, and feel like a mess.
I feel sick.
My head hurts...
I don't know what to say...
If your curious, this is what happened:
I was about to go into a class zoom meeting when i realized i didn't have the link. I thought i did, so i waited for ten minutes. The meeting didn't start, and it was supposed too. That moment, I realized i didn't have a link. I had a big presentation today.
So i went to my parents, and my teacher wasn't responding to their emails. Earlier in the week, i started getting bad stomach aches, like the sick feeling ones. I got that again, and my head started to hurt. Then I started crying, (I am very senstive, please don't comment stuff like "YOU WHERE CRYING?! it was only an email." well no, it wasnt JUST an email.) My face turned red and i couldnt stop. The room was spinning, and i couldn't stop crying. I started choking coughing... and when i finally COULD acces the meeting i was too much of a mess to enter and present my big project.
And to make everything better, one of my best online friends left scratch today. Lemon, if you see this... I miss you so much *LITERALLY cries*
My head still hurts, I'm still slightly dizzy and crying... and i still look like a mess.
Thank's for listening to my TED talk. (which ironicly the project i was supposed to present)