" I feel myself changing, I don't even laugh the same anymore, I am absolutely tired of pretending everything is okay when its not. Im tired showing everybody the fake me. Im tired of all the heartaches and all the death. Im tired of everyone pretending Im not there and that Im just some stupid and ugly ignorance child. Im tired of everyone leaving me... so someone tell me , Am I okay?"
"i cant even do anything right, even if my life depended on it."
" i cant even cry, cause i have no tears left to shed and no more emotions to give."
"Why cant i be normal like all the other kids at school, why cant i be more like my cousin and get good grades and not be a failure in life."
"Sometimes i wish that i can just disappear and cause everyone less trouble."
"I don't feel emotionally and physically okay."
"CAN I JUST END MY LIFE ALREADY??"
"I cant live like this anymore. I try and I try, and I get nothing. I deserve nothing. I wish i get sick, I wish that my life ends, But wishes dont ever come true do they. I have so many burdens on me, i carry them where ever i go and i can't just help and think, is someone going to save from this? is someone going to help me carry this burden? Cause i cant carry it anymore. i can do it and i'll never well so someone please save me and help me!"
"SAVE ME PLEASE!"
"I just want everything to stop....expically my life"
some cut their wrists.
some cut their thighs
some cover it with sleeves
and some cover it with smiles
some prefer razors
some prefer knives
but in the end their all living the pain with lies.
Last night i had a dream of my ex.... he saved me from killing myself....but he was the one who hurt me....he made me feel okay...then i got a text from him and it was a picture of him and his new gf talking to each other.... why does my life have to be a lie.....Why does the world put me down...why does it have to be me
Even tho i feel these things...there will always be people there to help me.....There to make me feel that its okay to feel these thing..and im not alone..and i understand that...So thank you...i still feel these things but you ALL have made me feel better...but there is one person i would love to thank alot and that is my Gf @Starheart1234 so thank you and I love Everyone of you and i appreciate you guys helping me out..