I’ve been accused of ruining two studios, both of which were furry studios. I am a furry, and a really nice person. I don’t know why anyone would think i did it ;-; Also, i sometimes get accused of having a fursona too similar to other peoples’.
Every time I read a hateful/ accusing comment, I start crying. It wasn’t like that before. I would get dissed every day (irl) and just smile it off. Now I can’t even handle a misunderstanding. I feel really weak. I’m bipolar, have anxiety, and depression. Life is really tough right now. I feel like quitting scratch to focus on my studies. I feel like quitting scratch to avoid the hate. I feel like quitting scratch because I can’t do this. I can’t anymore. I feel like quitting life, sometimes. And the only reason I go on, is because...
Tbh, i don’t know. I don’t. I just know I have to.
Please, please, please, don’t make my suicidal thoughts worse. That’s all I ask. Thank you for your time.