First of all... thanks to all of my amazing followers! you guys have been amazing! now to my speech *Clears throat*
Okay so I've recently gone through some pretty hard things. I still am kinda getting through it a bit but the worst parts are over. I think. anyways I felt like I was in this deep hole and couldn't escape. I hurt myself and pushed myself away from others. I did some things I shouldn't have done and I made mistakes. The hole kept getting deeper and deeper. I couldn't escape no matter what I tried. I didn't tell anybody I felt this way for awhile. Nobody knew. I just couldn't bring myself to tell anybody. So everybody though I was fine. but I wasn't. I wanted to write a book based on all of my pain as another character but I was too scared someone would see it. so I didn't. Then I found scratch. It was a place where I could be myself without anybody caring. It helped me a lot. Music helped too. and my friends. And I'm not just talking about My real life friends, I'm taking about my scratch friends too. I wanted to thank everybody in scratch. Thank you so much everyone! You all really helped! even if you weren't even trying! also, thanks to the scratch team for creating and making scratch the way it is now! It's a lot of coding and it's really hard! so don't hate on them! Thanks for reading!