Hey so lately I have been feeling so dull,weak,and lost. I really feel broken and sad, you may say its a faze or your trying to get attention. Im not, this is real, if you dont believe me ill post pictures. Im not communicating or laughing a lot anymore, I mean I do on the internet but....not in real life. My mom and dad fight a lot, and my sister hates my guts, I feel like a monster, and it shatters me. I usually sit down and cry or draw horrific pictures. I thought about ending myself, but im too scared to do. I wish someone would do it for me. *sigh* I just wanted to tell you all that im going through this and hoping to get better soon. I hope you all have a great day....<3