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. . . . SPITFIRE CITY BOY ✧ A Cloudberry Application . . . .


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TABLE OF CONTENTS

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INTRODUCTORY
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»Essentials
»About Me
»History
»Reasoning


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THE SOUL
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»Identity
»Personality
»Trivia
»Writing Examples


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THE HEART
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»Dynamics
»Plots
»Idea Dump


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THE MIND
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»Final Remarks
»Credits

Got a curse I cannot lift
Shines when the sunset shifts
☾✧INTRODUCTORY . . . .

Essentials
✦⊱ Name :: Addi / Adelai
✦⊱ Pronouns :: She / They
✦⊱ Age :: 15-18

. . . . About Me
✦⊱ Hello there ! I'm Blve_Skiies, more commonly known as Addi or Adelai. I'm a mildly-antisocial reader-artist with an obsession with anything Fantasy or dystopian, as well as /way/ too many pass-times including: Flute, Fencing, and of course Roleplaying and drawing. I'm definitely quite the sucker for Disney Kids Shows, including: The Owl House, Gravity Falls, Amphibia and more ! Despite my irl Antisocial tendencies, I'm fairly active and talkative on both Scratch and Chaos, so I hope to be talking to you more soon !

. . . . History
✦⊱ I’ll be honest, out of the three big roleplays I’m in, gens is my least active one. BUT ! I’m looking into being more active, I try to put lots of love and effort into my characters, and wouldn’t take one on without the intention of giving them a good life. So with that in mind, I hope to shower this new character with as much love and attention as my other ones. Spangledawn was my first character in generations, he lived to 40 moons and died of an illness, he was so fun to have despite my short time, and the friends I made through him still last today. Whimsywish was the second, oh how much I loved them. But Whim unfortunately starved in the big Mossclan delete. My current character is Orpheus. He is a member of the Star’s guardian and is actually Whimsy's nephew. But the Star’s guardians loner group is slowing down and not running as well as it should, so I'm thinking of taking on a new character.

TSS:
past :: n/a
present :: Flickfracture (sc, df), Vanityvirtue (ic)


TFC:
past :: Blissbubble (wc), Starlinglace (skc), Seraphimsurmise (shc)
present :: Clovercharm (tc), Bellfable (wc, head mc), Eveninglilylark (skc)


GENS:
past :: Spangledawn (uc), Whimsywish (mc)
present :: Orpheus (loners)


. . . . Reasoning
✦⊱ Why Am I Applying?
My I have a current generations character, by the name of Orpheus. The issue is that a lot of his plots and family center around the loner group he is a part of, The Star’s Guardians. But tsg has fallen apart a little and is decently inactive, which leads to a sort of fall out in Orphie’s plot. So as his story tied up, I began to look around at some other litters. And OMG Cloudberry caught my eye. I immediately had a billion ideas for him and needed him to be mine. I love this little guy with all my freaking heart he is so adorable and I’m an absolute sucker for attention seeking guys. Giggles. I’m so HYPED !!!

✦⊱ Why Should I win?
I have a lot of love for all my characters. I really really have enjoy writing them, and roleplaying them, and meeting people through them. If I were to win Clou, I would be super active with him and super engaged. He would have lots of plots and lots of story to follow. He is going to interact with a TON of cats and I am already super in love with my ideas for him! He would be a beloved character to me, and possibly my last gens one (as irl stuff is going to hit doubly hard next year and I’m not sure if I’ll be able to keep up with three different rps). But! As he might be my last, I will pour all the love I have for gens, and him into his story.

(Small note that Cloud would follow Rocket Pop to the kitty pets)

My mind's aflame
☾✧THE SOUL . . . .

. . . . Identity

Gender … cis-gendered male
Pronouns … he / him
Sexuality … Pansexual

I think Cloudberry always feels decently comfortable in his gender, even if he acts a little more on the feminine side of guys. My boy has bigger fish to fry and is happy with what he was born with.

. . . . Personality

Positive collapsed
++ charming, fun, positive, humorous, loyal
Neutral collapsed
== ambitious, calculating, energetic, flirtatious
Negative collapsed
– – abrupt, attention-seeking, fanciful, ignorant, needy

Positive Explained
✦⊱ Cloudberry is quit the cat to be around. He seems to have enough energy for everyone around. He is talkative and always has to be around others, but he has a certain charm to him. Something that pulls cats in and keeps them talking to him. He’s interesting and engaging and keeps up an enjoyable conversation. Ber is always trying to make a good impression on everyone, bringing little gifts or treats to whoever he’s meeting up with. He loves people, and loves to be loved by people. All he ever wants is to make the cats around him happy, right? (More info coming)

Neutral Explained
✦⊱ For all his laid back appearance, Clou is always thinking. What can I do to make this cat like me? Have I said something that might change that? What if I did something weird? What’s something they like so that I can make it up to them? And so on. His brain is always moving, always needing the stimulation of thinking of other cats to keep him running. He’s always making notes of what other people say they like, and want, so that he can be just that. He wants everyone to love him, and think about him, and want him around. He wants to be worth keeping around, to be a guy people can trust. (More info coming)

Negative Explained
✦⊱ Cloud is scared. Scared all the time that someone might not like the gift he got them, or that they might be angry at him, but most of all, he’s scared that they don’t care about him. He’s scared that, like his father, none of them care and just tolerate him. Rocket Pop’s ignoring of him and his siblings feels like a stab to the gut. Every short answer to a question, every uncaring glance, every time he looks away from them. Cloudberry hates the feeling. He hates it more than anything else in this world. He hates that he and his siblings are ignored and passed off, that they don’t get to have a father. He hates that he doesn’t have someone who gives him cringe nicknames or laugh at cruel jokes with. He hates that his dad doesn’t even care enough to look at him. And as much as he openly dislikes his father, Cloudberry is still scared of him. He’s scared that his father’s rejection of him and his siblings will bleed through to everyone else. That maybe someday everyone is going to turn around and forget he existed. Suddenly he is nobody, worthless, forgotten. And despite being scared stiff of this scenario, and hating his father for giving him the fear of it, some part of him still seeks Rocket Pop’s approval. He still wants to have the father everyone talks about. Someone to laugh with, and give him cringe nicknames. He hates his father, but still seeks his approval. (More info coming)

. . . . Trivia

Favorite:
Color - “yellow! It’s all cheerful”
Time of Day - “Oh! I like midday, when it’s brightest”
Food - “I dunno”
Flower - “hmm, I like the magnolia tree that’s in town”

Dislikes:
Color - “Red, white, and blue. But only in that combination, even though it’s in my pelt”
Time of day - “nighttime, I don’t want to have to sleep”
Food - “Whatever nasty thing they were keeping in the mouse trap”
Flower - “all flowers are pretty!”

Mannerisms - puffs chest, tilts head, laughs overly loudly, always talks at the same pace, gestures with his paws a lot, refuses to call Rocket Pop dad or anything paternal
Fidgets - touching his earring, tapping the ground, chewing his lip, flicking his tail

Opinions:
Clan - “I dunno, being a house cat is fine. I’m comfortable”
Parent - “I don’t know my ma very well, but when I do get to see her she is a kind presence to have”
Parent - “I have nothing worth saying about Rocket Pop”
Siblings - “I love them! Even the ones who live with ma”

Nicknames - Clou, Cloudy, Ber, Berry, Big-Bear (only affectionately by siblings),Lou, Dee (last two are reserved for later relationships, special for close friends or romantic ones or something)

Playlist:
Wolf Like Me - TV on the Radio
High Horse - The Crane Wives
Hate (I really really really don’t like you) - Plain White T’s
Enemy - Imagine Dragons
Let Me Go - Deep Sea Diver
Nosedive - Man/Woman/Chainsaw (I LOVE this song)
(More incoming)


. . . . Writing Examples

✦⊱ Links
Bellfable & Cobaltmyth
Orpheus & Divinedissonance
Eveninglilylark & Larkpaw (still ongoing)

Self Roleplay
(Link)

Joint Roleplay
(Link)

You're a hideous thing inside
☾✧THE SOUL . . . .

. . . . Dynamics
✦⊱ Rocket Pop
As previously stated, Cloud hates Rocket Pop. He hates that his dad doesn’t care about him and his siblings. He hates that he looks like his dad. He hates that there’s nothing he can do to make his dad pay attention to him. He hates everything about his dad. Cloudberry will never call his dad “dad” always Rocket Pop on the rare occasions that he addresses him. As a kit, Cloud will spend as much time as possible vying for Rocket Pop’s attention, around apprentice age inside he still seeks the love, but on the outside he begins to be more rude and cold to his father. This behavior will likely continue throughout his life unless Rocket Pop tries to reconcile with his son.

✦⊱ Miraclemarvel
Cloudberry’s thoughts on Miraclemarvel are fairly fond. He doesn't know his mom very well, but she treats his siblings well, and is kind to him in the few moments where they meet, so he does not hate her as much as his father. Clou does hold his true affections toward her close to his heart though, for she loves his father, and his father is a very bad cat indeed. As well as the fact that she allowed him to be forced to live with Rocket Pop. Cloudberry does not love his mother with his whole heart, but he holds her dearly to his heart for she is far better than his dad.

✦⊱ Urchinclan Siblings
(The kits who go with Miraclemarvel to Urchinclan) Cloudberry loves them despite their separation from his life. They are, after all, his siblings. There is a very small amount of jealousy that seeps in though, he is jealous that they get to live with a loving, kind mother while he is stuck with a neglectful father. Though he does not hold them as closely as his siblings from inside the twolegplace, he loves them all the same.

✦⊱ Twolegplace Siblings
(Kits who go with Rocket Pop to the Twolegplace) These are Cloud’s best friends, his closest companions. He loves them with all his heart and would give the world for each and every one of them. Ber does find himself protective of them though, standing up to his father only if one of their siblings are involved. Berry feels sad that they, as such good cats, have to suffer the same fate of having a neglectful father. He does his best to be a big brother to them and protect them from the blunt of Rocket Pop’s uncaring.

✦⊱ Raspberry
(This is only relevant if the roleplayer chooses to send Ras to the Twolegplace) Cloud sees his father’s extra neglect to Raspberry, and he hates it. Sweet Raspberry, smaller and more innocent seeming than all the rest of them is forced to suffer through a worse ignorance than the rest of them. He’s seems so much younger than the rest of them, and Ber has a deeper hatred towards their father due to the targetted nature of his neglect towards his brother. Cloud will try his best to protect Raspberry when he can (please note that I can absolutely change this for the winner if they prefer).

. . . . Plots

✦⊱ BITTER BERRY
big confrontation with Rocket Pop (will elaborate later trust).

✦⊱ FLY AWAY
Moves to Urchinclan to be with his mom and other siblings (same as above, these are wip)

✦⊱ FORGIVENESS
Rocket Pop explains his actions (same as above, but this one is completely removable if you don’t like it, and don’t want a Rocket Pop redemption)

Idea Dump
(Bear in mind that these were written before the rest of the application)

- Talks super casually
- Absolute flirt
- Flirts with everyone so you can’t quite tell when he’s genuinely interested
- Hates that his fur looks like his dad’s
- Fidgets with his earring
- Looks people straight in the eye, slightly unsettling but people brush passed it because he’s nice
- Says sorry a lot
- Really wants to be popular

Now that we got gone for good
Writhing under your riding hood
☾✧THE MIND . . . .

. . . . Final Remarks
✦⊱ Oh my gosh. I stayed up until 11pm writing this lol. I am SO in love with him! This is a scratch in the surface of the iceberg of what ideas I have for Cloudy. I am so grateful for the opportunity to apply for him, and the chance to work with you! Best of luck to all the other applicants, and have a great day/night!


. . . . Credits
Lyrics from High Horse by The Crane Wives, and Wolf Like Me by TV on the Radio
Format by @Blve_Skiies
Litter hosted by @-sumacberry and @_F0r3st_Dw3113r_-

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