SHATTERING ✧ an evanesce application

-Bird-_

SHATTERING ✧ an evanesce application

Table of Contents
✧ Fragment One
✧ Fragment Two
✧ Fragment Three
✧ Fragment Four
✧ Fragment Five

❝ A vase that has shattered can be glued back together- but some pieces are buried and never found. ❞

FRAGMENT ✧ ONE
✧ user + nicknames
@-Bird-_ Bird or Juniper

✧ about me
I love roleplaying, drawing, and animating when I feel more motivated! I currently do saber fencing and am starting to get into volleyball. I also love making dragon puppets and mask making, and in the past starting form when I was really little I've done ballet, tap, karate, soccer, and basketball. I played violin for my school orchestra for the past three years but I mainly focus on piano but am trying to teach myself how to play the flute. I like reading a lot and also taking random naps in the middle of the day lol. I'm currently writing a book with my friend and trying my best to focus on the four books I'm writing right now without getting sidetracked and starting another lol.

✧ kit i'm applying for
Evanesce! <3

✧ reasoning
Her design is absolutely gorgeous and I've been trying to get back into TFCRP. As soon as I saw her ideas began flooding into my brain + I think the design with her family would be really interesting.

✧ previous characters + roleplay experience
I remember I signed up a kittypet when I first started but I don't really remember anything about her and I ended up deleted her after not roleplaying with her for a while. I also won a kit from a litter, Twilightkit, but there was a miscommunication so by the time she was supposed to be apprentice no one had added her to storage and I lost motivation for her and oofed her. I started roleplaying more than two years ago, but the first ‘major’ roleplay I ended up joining was Generations and that's the one I'm most active in right now but I'm hoping to change that since a lot of people like TFCRP. Personally I think I have a lot of experience when it comes to roleplaying! ^^

✧ activity levels
My activity levels on weekdays range from 6.5-8.5 while on the weekends they can vary from 8-9.

❝ And her eyes were like calm before a storm. Silent peace before the shards. ❞

FRAGMENT ✧ TWO
✧ longevity
I'd try to keep her at least until elderhood since I'd like my first ‘real’ I guess TFCRP char to live for a while.

✧ future identity
She'd stay a female for the entirety of her life, but would probably be asexual or potentially lesbian.

✧ simplified personality
Positive- Gentle, Compassionate, Loyal, Observant, Intelligent, Reliable
Neutral- Introverted, Shy, Risk-Averse, Overthinking, Elegant, Calculating
Negative- Aloof, Insecure, Isolated, Self-Doubting, Vengeful, Jealous

✧ detailed personality
Positive- Later if I have time, but uh… I procrastinated, so… ^^'
Neutral-
Negative-

✧ family dynamics
ASTROPHEL- Evanesce loves her father. Her guardian. Her guide. She is his rose and he is her light. But she is also just a chance for him to make things right. A small, passing moment in his life where he can finally be content and think that his mistakes are erased. And so she's self-conscious around him. She can't mess up. Can't. Won't. There is such a big difference between the words. Can't. Won't. He is her everything, but is she his? She has to be perfect, every detail of her pretty little vase made to appeal. She follows in his footsteps. She is his legacy. And his legacy will be nothing but small.

HALCYON- Halcyon is her oldest littermate, and her closest friend. The one she goes to when she needs help, and the one she will evidently mistakenly push away. He is the one who Astrophel treats as if one wrong step might break him. As if he is a budding flower with not others around him. The only rose in a garden full of death. But he is not. Evanesce is not a rose. She is the thorn. And she hurts. She hurts when she doesn't mean to hurt. And she's jealous most of all that he is the one Evanesce believes to be the treasured one.

DAYSPRING- Evanesce often envies her youngest littermate. How can he be so… so messy, so full of life, as if he doesn't have a care in the world. She has many cares, but they are often overlooked. Because she is only the thorn. The one nobody sees until they start to bleed. As much as she often wants to be like him, to not care about their father's opinion, she comforts herself with the fact that he stains their family image, and she is the legacy. She likes to talk to him once in a while, but never in public, where both of them can be seen together.

✧ plot ideas
She pushes all of her siblings away because she needs to be the best, and loses connection with them, jealousy of them growing, especially of Dayspring because

✧ research
None needed! ^^

❝ Because I live to please, but never myself. ❞

FRAGMENT ✧ THREE
✧ roleplay examples
“FATHER?”
Evanesce yawned and rolled over in her bed of moss, blinking open her sleep-crusted eyes. Sunlight streamed through the cracks in the nursery, and Eve reluctantly got up and stretched, noticing that both her siblings' beds were empty, and not wanting to be the last to wake. Perhaps she could find Father and they could play together! Evanesce pursed her lips. No, she was much too old to be playing silly games like her brothers. And what if Astrophel didn't approve? The thought formed a pit in her stomach. She'd do whatever Father wanted her to. He was her moon and her sun and her stars, and he deserved evry bit of love and obiedience from her that she could give. “Father?” Nessa asked, soft on her pawpads as she glided out of the nursery. Soon she would be an apprentice, and then a warrior, and Astrophel could finally be proud. “Father?” She called out again, suddenly self-conscious of the gazes landing on her as she asked once more, hesitant this time. “…Father?”

✧ codeword (favorite celestial body)
Black holes are really mysterious

❝ Who am I if not your daughter? ❞

FRAGMENT ✧ FOUR
✧ trivia
Nicknames: Eva, Eve, Nessa, Evangeline, Nella
Scent: Rain and roses
Favorite Color: White
Favorite Flower: Jasmine
Favorite Time of Day: At night when no stars are out and the moon is covered by clouds
Favorite Weather: Foggy and misty
Favorite Season: Leaf-bare
Favorite Food: Fish
Human AU: A very quiet child obsessed with fairytales and stories, without any close friends and who often spends most of her time reading with hot chocolate. As a teen she'd be a good student and child, always doing what others ask, and too shy to stop when others tease her. As an adult she'd write her own fantasy books and become a quiet, sweet author with only one or two close friends.
Voiceclaim: None
Fears: Not being loved, being teased/bullied, not being perfect, breaking
Goals: To be the perfect daughter and clan-mate
Likes: Whatever her father likes
Dislikes: Mean cats, people who her father likes more than her
Habits: She flicks her tail and digs her claws into the ground when she's talking to someone she doesn't know, she paces and flicks her ears when she's anxious, and she laughs when she's lying
View on Thunderclan: “I do not see anything particularly… thunderous about them.”
View on Windclan: “It looks empty.”
View on Riverclan: “It's fine here, but I will go wherever father wishes.”
View on Shadowclan: “They're bad cats.”
View on Loners: “Father likes it, so I suppose I do as well.”
View on Kittypets: “I do not know how they can be so content there eating dirt.”
View on Starclan: “Please.”
View on the Dark Forest: “I am good.”
View on Herself: “I am shattering, shattering, shattering. And some pieces can never be found.”
Eye Candy: Warm pelt colors and warm eyes
Username if she had a Scratch Account: -Raindrops-
Aesthetic if she had a Scratch Account: Very foggy misty scenes with a navy aesthetic
Favorite Traits she Likes to See in Other Cats: Security, apathetic
Least Favorite Traits she Likes to See in Other Cats: Scared, Un-adventurous
Accessories: Her jasmine petals and vines, but nothing else except what her father gives her.

✧ playlist
Everybody Wants to Rule the World(The Hunger Games: Catching Fire) - Lorde
Never Let Me Go - Florence + The Machine

❝ Pieces scattered, and she scrambled to put them back together before anyone could see that she was truly broken. ❞

FRAGMENT ✧ FIVE
✧ idea dump
Okok so like how do we feel about her going slowly insane??

❝ I am shattered. ❞

Last edited by -Bird-_ (Oct. 12, 2026 00:24:20)

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