REMEMBRANCE .
a serenity application

. . “ i tend to remember things
when nobody cares anymore ” . .

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in the distance, the timberwolves howl, their long shrieks piercing the air. moon glittering overhead, the owls watch from their perches among the boughs of the trees, eyes fixated on you. you can feel the wind streaking by, as if running from something of beastly inhuman descent. as you reach a clearing, you see a small cream she. she glances up from her bubbling brew of what appears to be a potion and smiles, “ welcome, weary traveler. i assume you are lost, are you not? ” you nod your head and the witch smiles, “ well then, come closer and let me tell you a story. one of trust and betrayal. the tale of serenitykit , daughter of merakimyrtle. ”

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table of contents

Ⅰ . introduction ( you are here )
Ⅱ . about me
Ⅲ . the perpetual muse
Ⅳ . other
Ⅴ . roleplaying examples
Ⅵ . farewells + directions

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about me

RAAT . it / its
( she / her is also alright :3 )

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hi there. i'm raat. i'm a librafeminine it / its who also occasionally uses she / her pronouns. you can use whatever makes you feel comfortable however, except for he / him / his so thank you for your understanding and let's continue. i'm a total bookworm who loves reading romantasy, rom com, high fantasy, and young adult fiction. my favorite book is probably the girl who fell beneath the sea. it's a romantasy young adult fiction with amazing lore that is loosely based off of ancient asia. i speak chinese semi - fluently and english as my main language. besides that, i'm between the ages of twelve and sixteen and am a minor – so please do not mention explicit topics around me. thanks for your compliance. enough about me, let's move on to the my credentials!

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i have been writing since the end of first grade, so that is upwards of six years now. besides that, i'm in a few scratch roleplays. those are specifically the four clans roleplay ( zenithplight of riverclan ) and legends of eldritch roleplay ( apricityveil of highclan ). i'm a huge fan of developing characters and have three warrior cats ultimate edition morphs with comprehensive lore. i have not had any generations cats before this application; i'm quite new to the scratch roleplaying community but hope to learn. besides this, i hope to grow alongside serenitykit and develop my online roleplaying skills. now… we can move on at last!

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the perpetual muse
. . . serenitykit

if not already discovered by now, i am applying for serenitykit. i instantly fell in love with her design. the swirls are so intricate and the design is absolutely divine! besides the purely cosmetic appearance of serenity, i think she has a lot of potential for lore. from what i have read, generations is a fast paced roleplay and in that short amount of time, i would love to further my understanding with this roleplay and the family webs that come with it. a lot of these types of roleplays ( warrior cats roleplays ) often have no real family connections, and generations is different.

besides this, from what i have heard, the lineage that serenity is in is vast and dense, so as a newish roleplayer to the scratch community, would love to dive in and explore all of these new mechanics. also, being the daughter of a medic, serenity could cover feelings of loneliness, independence, and more. i just think that she would be a great first cat to have in this splendiferous roleplay.

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꒰ positive ꒱ angelic , graceful , charismatic , loveable , level headed
꒰ bittersweet ꒱ sympathetic , melancholy , observant , explosive , unpredictable
꒰ negative ꒱ soft spoken , cold , distant , emotionally unavailable , quiet

serenity has always been graceful. her movements are like water, fluid and smooth. she smiles like the sun and her fur is well kept, as if she is waiting for photos and paparazzi to show up. some would describe her as the pinnacle of perfection in a cat. wherever she goes, others follow, like an angel and her entourage of loyal disciples. despite this, she can be portrayed as a distant figure, the gates to her inner circle closed.

despite this, she draws cats in like flies to fruit. she is kind and charming to all, and appears sympathetic to those in need. she is always there to land a helping paw to anybody who “might need it.” of course, this is a facade. why would she ever let anyone into her heart? how pathetic. she is soft spoken, preferring to let actions outweigh words. nevertheless! she is an elegant figure and does not hesitate to charm to get her way.

ennie is often seen acting quite cold and quiet. she rarely talks and when she does, prefers her words to carry more meaning than some would expect. her words have power. and power is a valuable thing to have in this world. she observes more than she interacts and picks up patterns quite quickly. she's a bit somber though, or that is what some are led to believe by this held back nature. serenitykit never lets this get to her, however and carries on how she pleases. she doesn't need the approval of anybody!

though she is painted as a laid back and quiet figure, she holds all this panic and rage inside herself. she suppresses it and often doesn't let it show through a facade she has so carefully built up. despite this, she can hold much more than what cats believe; but when it comes out, it's volcanic. suffocating. intoxicating. a rage so black and concentrated it ends up hurting everybody. as a kit it's sweet and just her throwing tantrums — as an adult it's dangerous and chaotic.

she is a wild card. she is grace. like a perfect rose. she shows and present such beauty and splendor to the outside world, yet those close to her can't help but accept that she is a broken soul. she doesn't wish to be a bother so she stores her rage. she is something that most would back away from, but she can genuinely be the sweetest cat ever. don't get too close though, you'll only get scars.

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as a kit, serenity would quickly realize that she did not like fitting inside the cisgender female. she would quickly switch over to hope / she pronouns and define as a non - binary ( fem leaning ) cat. she'd also be unlabelled and find the concept of “romance” and “love” to be disgusting in her eyes.

as an apprentice, she would most likely use hope / they / she pronouns and define as a demi - girl, realizing she does like being a girl. she is still more non - binary leaning however. during this time, she'd be biromantic and omnisexual and would explore her dating pool a bit, having a few flings that didn't ever really work out.

as a warrior / ranger, she would most likely use they / hope / she pronouns and go to genderdoe, finding comfort in the fluidity of the label. besides this, she would most likely be omniromantic and graysexual, and would probably settle down with one partner during this time.

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other

merakimyrtle as portrayed by @crystal-mvshrooms :
. . though serenity definitely loves meraki as a cat and parental figure, she harbors slight resentment. she wants to be a first choice, not an afterthought. merakimyrtle's duties to their clan makes seren a bit jealous, and will constantly cause her to look for attention from meraki. this includes poking her head in the medic den and bothering meraki often. though she means well, serenity can't help but wonder what it would be like if her mother was not the medic to the clan. would she have more time to take care of serenity?

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. . wants attention = total attention seeker
. hates the idea of being perceived as imperfect or unworthy of carrying on the legacy left behind by merakimrytle so she instead acts like an angel to everyone except when she becomes extremely mad or sad
. . hear me out — a metaphorical box in which she stores her anger and sadness and panic — it's quite secure and nothing can really breach it. when she buries her emotions like this, instead of burying everything, she remains deadly calm. when this metaphorical box is broken, she then lashes out and completely looses it, causing damage to everyone around her
. smells of miscellaneous common flowers such as lavender, poppy, lily of the valley, forget me not, etc
. . pokes her head into the medic den more than she'd like to admit ( mainly to check in on meraki and see what she's up to lol )
. voice claim is probably something like ariana grande, just a lighter, airier fem leaning voice tbh
. . nicknames include seren , serry , serenity , ennie , erin
. doesn't have voice cracks … literally ever you can not catch her stumbling over her words either she's too thought out for that

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. . so easy ( to fall in love ) by olivia dean
. an idle brain invites the devil in from salem
. . no longer you from epic the musical
. satisfied from hamilton
. . prom dress by mxmtoon
. sailor song by gigi perez
. . what's wrong with me from mean girls the musical
. misery by pupsies
. . don't cry for your daughters eve by lydia the bard
. waiting on a miracle from encanto
. . overthinking by eva mukherjee + rebecca rose

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codeword is in the below paragraph

the sun shone brightly ahead, the breeze crisp and clear. it smelled of sea salt and wet sand. despite this, serenitykit — no — serenitypaw bounded out of camp, their paws getting wet and sandy. it was a perfect day to be a new apprentice. she grinned, chest puffed out. in fact, her mentor was a well respected warrior! serenity was sure that she would be great! it had to be destiny! no way she would end up just another warrior that was for sure.

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roleplaying examples

stars shone brightly overhead, their iridescent glow a mere fragment of what their true beauty would be if serenity was a fraction of a step closer. she could almost feel the anguish as they cried out, their voices the wind and their wishes the leaves that floated carelessly, flitting to and fro without a care. serenity paused, hope's paws digging into the ground as hope glanced around. it was silent, just her and the crash of the waves. oh how hope wished to be somewhere — anywhere but here.

serenitykit paused. she was three moons. three moons gone by in a flash. dear stars, hope could hardly remember her first time in camp. back then, everything had felt so big. so grand. like a balloon a few seconds from bursting. it was so loud then. hope didn't know how much she would miss the loud. at least then, the words that swirled through her head wouldn't all be screaming. begging. clawing.

they all vied for her attention, yet hope only had so much attention to give. the inside of the nursery was dark. the only light came from the entrance which was small and covered in a thick netting of brambles. paws restless, they searched the den for her flower. it was a geranium. the little kit had asked hope's parent, merakimyrtle how to dry it properly like an herb so it retained it's original shape and scent. it was delicate and flaky now, but it reminded serenity of merakimyrtle.

how ironic.

after all, meraki hardly spent any time with serenitykit. not nearly enough if you asked serenity. how was it fair?

other kits had their parents to spend all the time in the world with them. what did serenity have? a mother who as too busy mending wounds and healing illnesses to spend time with their kit. how was this fair? it wasn't. wasn't it? it wasn't fair. not fair. not fair. not fair! NOT FAIR! nothing ever went serenity's way! why did nothing go her way? the geranium was crushed under hope's paw. how cruel. the world was so cruel.

the little beauty the kit had held was not destroyed. the little beauty and the one thing that hope's mother had helped her craft was gone. destroyed. it was crushed and crumbled leaving nothing but a herbacious, earthy, smell behind. cruel, perhaps. the smell only reminded serenity of the time that merakimyrtle couldn't spend with her. stolen time. staring down at the crushed herbs between their paws, a single thought coursed through hope's head. it's not fair. ( erp )

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farewell + directions

the strange cat lends you a smile, her eyes glimmering like coals. you freeze, as if trapped in a cage that was not built by you. “you are a kind soul for listening to my tale.” she gives you a dismissive flick of her tail, and you unfreeze, as if melting from an icy cage that had held you captive for far too long. “ you may leave, please be wary on your way out.” with another flick of her tail, a trail of will o' wisps lights the way out of the forest. as you turn to look back, you see no clearing, only woods. was that an illusion… or a memory?

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litter : ִֶָ ໒꒱ ་༘
application : ִֶָ ໒꒱ ་༘

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