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SEA GLASS WINDOW
a torrent application

❝ i'm not broken . . .
i'm just a fragment of myself .
don't you understand ? ❞

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

background.
– foreword
– about me
– activity levels
– history

torrentkit.
– future orientation
– personality + concepts
– trivia + plot
– coping with abandonment
– dynamics
– roleplay examples

closing.
– afterword
– credits
– links + directory

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BACKGROUND

foreword

hello one and all! i'm so delighted you carved out some of your day to read through my application. so, a brief overview of torrentkit in case you don't want to read through the whole application!

torrentkit is sea glass. she is one of many and when together, she creates a beautiful image, one of splendor and beauty. when she is pushed and shattered, she can create pain for those around her, at least, for those caught in the crossfire. she is beautiful and deadly. but despite this, she knows that there is more to life than this and can use this to her advantage. she has changing personality, fluctuating and creating the illusion of an ideal cat when she is hiding her true intentions. but like most stained class pieces created by human, there are flaws that torrent would care to not discuss. she is man-made. she is flawed. she is a piece of stained glass.

about me

ANAME
she / her

heya everyone! i'm aname ( ah - nah - mei ) and i'm a twelve year old vampire hiding out in the suburbs! why am i a vampire you ask? that is simply because the sun is too bright and garlic tastes yucky! besides that – i love reading, writing, drawing, playing tennis, and watching every netflix show known to existence! lately, i've been getting into composing music and making up little songs in my head! i'm an amateur coder who can barely code. despite this I want to one day be pretty good at coding!

activity levels

i'm quite active. now that it's summer my schedule will be less packed and though I will still be having summer camps, I will have a lot more time to draw and roleplay! if you'd like me to put a number on this sort of activity i'd say i'm a 7.5/10. I try get back to everyone within two days but obviously I have priorities out of this kid's website such as tennis and school and such.

history

generations
— owlflykit of mossclan , owned since 06 / 28 / 26
—– owlflykit is my first cat ever to own on any scratch roleplay. I haven't got the chance to develop his personality yet but he has layers – like an onion. /ref he is a kit in the mossclan revival event and I adore him with all my heart, just how i'd adore torrentkit if I won her! <3

wcue
— twistedfallow , created early 2025
—– twistedfallow is my main warrior cats ultimate edition character, and I find her to be an intriguing character. she has gotten to leader position in multiple wcue roleplays and I consider myself to be pretty experienced there, but I don't really know. despite this, she is a fleshed out character with a balanced personality.

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TORRENTKIT

future orientations

— gender : cisgender female , possibly demi-girl
— romantic orientation : omniromantic and aesexual
— pronouns : she / her or she / they

personality

like a bottle washed up ashore, torrent is an alluring character for sure. she has the emotional capacity of a 50 mL bottle and you can see it in the way she acts. she is fragile like glass and can explore destructively if she is left to her own devices. she is not always explosive, but she can lash out if provoked.
^ that is her summarized personality in case you do not want to wade through a huge chunk of text

first impressions
POS | elegant, passionate, loyal
NEU | complex, reserved, uncontrollable
NEG | snappy, brash, clingy

true colors
POS | angelic, observant, sympathetic
NEU | obsessive, desperate, unforgiving
NEG | destructive, unstable, cold

generalized
POS | alluring, angelic, elegant, observant, passionate, seraphic, sympathetic, loyal
NEU | reserved, sensitive, irrational, complex, compulsive, secretive, two - faced, possessive, desperate, attention seeking, uncontrollable, unforgiving
NEG | destructive, prone to lashing out, unpredictable, emotionally unavailable, unstable, thin - skinned, clingy, cold

drawing cats in like fruit flies to a promise of sweet, overripe fruit, torrent finds ways to draw cats into a web of her promises. if she wants to do something, you can bet your crackers that she is going to go headfirst and follow through to the end. she never backs out and is always up for a bit of mischief. due to this, she can appear unobservant and distracted, but that is anything but the truth. she just keeps her cards close to her chest.

like an angel who was sent to help – or doom – anyone she comes across, she can sweep even the most cold cats off of their feet with her charms and her seraphim-like actions that dictate her everyday life. she is elegant and graceful in movement, but she likes to keep a safe six feet of emotional distance between her and any other cats. she is reserved and secretive, making sure that her glass is clear but despite this, she puts blackout curtains between her and anyone else.

like an actor without an audience, she is desperate for any attention. she does reckless things for attention from others and even if they are clearly interested, she can't help but string them along like a puppet master. when they eventually leave her, she will do anything in her power to make sure that they cannot. she acts on impulse and grabs them closer, as if trying to suffocate them and make sure that they can never leave her.

she needs the emotional support but will not let them in, leading cats to confusion and seeing her true colors. her irrational, desperate, confusing colors. torrent is impulsive. she is crazed. she is desperate for others to recognize her. to love her. she needs all of this, but will never let anyone in. she never will – unless…

torrentkit is unpredictable. she needs order and someone to lean on. despite this, she is emotionally unavailable and it is quite hard to find someone who would stick by her even through her moments of confusion and hate. she lashes out at any sign of doubt and any prospect that someone would leave her. she needs someone to keep her in check despite the fact that she can't find someone to cater to her every need. she doesn't take insults well either, getting very upset at even little jabs.

trivia + plot

trivia
— nicknames : torrent, torrie, tors
— titles : the self proclaimed “ storm born seraphim ”
— scent : sea salt and lavender
— voice claim : arthur pencilgon / towa amane ( shang-ri la frontier <3 )

— do not refer to her as cloud, she will get very mad
— torrenttide in the future?

plot

— in a small clearing just beyond the skyclan camp, in a sheltered nook, torrentkit grows her flower garden. however, this isn't just any flower garden, it's a victorian flower garden. this basically means that I will be incorporating victorian flower symbolism into the garden. it will be vaguely based on the meanings of flowers, and torrent will begin to plant the flowers during her apprenticeship, making sure that the flowers have meaning and that she doesn't plant them all at once. I actually plan for there to be a flower series of srps revolving around her planting said flowers.

in this garden, torrent grows red carnations, symbolizing how she aches for a different future than her past. forget - me - nots, symbolizing how she would never forget her love however short it was. lavender, for how she can no longer trust anyone around her. blue salvia to symbolize how she thinks of her future and past daily. If she ever gets her heart broken, she'd plant germaniums to show how stupid she was for believing that the other cat loved her.

coping with abandonment

due to being abandoned at a very young age, and even though torrentkit has had a wonderful stand - in mother, torrent will feel extremely horrible. she will struggle with attachment and abandonment issues, making her closed off. no matter anyone's relation to torrent, she will shut them out for fear of growing attached and getting disappointed once more when they “inevitably leave.” she will become crazed when they do try to leave and guilt trip them into staying. she will feel powerless.

she also will react with great distaste if she ever sees abandoned kits. along with this, she will try and comfort them. despite the fact that she will forget about her biological mother over time, she will never forget the night that she was left in the storm by her mother and will hate kia for that until the day that she joins starclan. she will then hate storms and such and try to hide out in a den until the storm passes.

dynamics

scorchlight
— scorchlight is the only true mother that torrent has ever really had. that is all she has ever needed. scorchlight may not be her biological mother, but tor will always value scorchlight over her actual biological mother. despite this, she does see some parts of kia in scorchlight, and will be a bit cold nevertheless, but that's just who she is.

roleplay examples

lavender . seven moons

garden. garden. garden. the words coursed through torrent's mind as she raced through camp. she had to get to the garden. it was hard. very, very hard. why? she had learned that yet another cat had betrayed her. they had left. left her alone. just like her mother. dear goodness. how hard it was to accept the daily fact that no matter if she did anything, she would always be alone. the only cat to blame was kia. even the name tasted sour in her mouth. sour, bitter, like lemons and dirt. never mind that. torrent would make it to the garden and when she did, she would find a flower to plant. yes. she would do that.

at the garden, she took a breath she didn't know she had been holding. every muscle in her body felt tight, constricted even. as if there were a snake that was coiling up in her stomach, hardly leaving room to breathe at all. it was truly a cruel fate that had been bestowed upon her. hesitantly, tor relaxed, as if breathing in the smell of flowers could help. it was a distinct mix of red carnations and pertichor. red carnations – just like how the wandering rogue had said. red carnations for a different future than the past. now, lavender would join the garden.

digging around the territory, torrent managed to see a few lavenders across the windclan border. though she knew it was wrong in every way, she crossed the border, dug up some lavender and left quickly, trying to appear cool while screaming at herself on the inside. surely nothing could go wrong. nobody saw her – right?! hopefully. ducking back into the clearing, torrentpaw set to work, planting the lavender in patches a few fox lengths away from the carnations. purple and red didn't look too well together anyway.

lavender. mistrust. one and the same. the same meaning. another cat down. another cat gone. that was when the notion finally dawned on torrent. there was nobody to trust. everybody would leave eventually and there was no helping it. with paws shaking, torrent finished up planting the lavender and smiled. it would root soon, and hopefully rain would fall to help ease the transition.

nevertheless, torrent would come back. she would come back and help. that was final. there was nothing else to it. a perfect garden. ( erp )

omitted . two moons
this takes place right after torrent is brought to camp and so torrent is still called cloud in this srp

cloud was so cold. so.. so very cold. all she could remember was a storm. a storm, then warmth. who was it that brought them to the warmth? scorchlight. two words that went so well together for what she did for cloud and stone. after what kia did. what did kia do? oh yeah – she left all of them behind. all.. all.. three? no. no. no no no no.

they left behind branch!

branch was still at the den! he was probably freezing in this cold. would he be okay? “scorch- scorchlight! we left behind branch back at the den! mom left them back at the den! you have to go back! if you don't he'll–” cloud cut herself off. she couldn't face the harsh truth. if branch was there, he'd most likely be dead or close to death.

she cried out with an anguished cry.

this was all her fault. she left behind branch.

kia.

if branch didn't survive this, cloud would never forgive kia, or herself. she knew it wasn't her fault, but even so, it hurt to have one of the two closest cats to her be torn away, not sure of survival even! that night, she cried longer and harder than she had ever cried in her whole life. she cried for branch. for stone. for herself. how selfish.

kia left behind branch. kia was to blame. she would never see kia as mother ever again. that was a privilege that she lost the moment she left behind branch. that was just something that would take a while to catch up to cloud. she wanted nothing to do with this name that kia gave her. cloud was dead. cloud died the moment that branch was left behind. finally, it became time for new beginnings. ( erp )

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CLOSING

afterword

now that we're finished, I'd like to thank you for reading this far. I hope that my ideas for torrent have possibly convinced you that i am worthy of torrentkit! thanks for reading and have a wonderful day.

credits

character designed by @stormstar1515
application formatting inspired by @lapisfox2010
content by @faIIenangeIs

links + directory

sea glass window .. application
summer storms .. litter

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❝ you hated me . . .
so why do I keep coming back ?
am I the problem ? ❞